Supposed to do.. ( text ; Maria Taipalus )

I don´t have the right words to tell
In my heart there´s only sounds without to spell
Can I ever let anyone near my heart
Can you promise me not to, once again fell apart

Somedays I´m missing and needing
But it scares me, once my heart been bleeding
Wishing of someone to trust
But for what effort, does´t have to cost

I scream for love, faith, trust
I need you, want me to today
Tomorrow I might be afraid again
Maybe I push you away, cause I think
this is how I´m supposed to do it

By my window I watch the rain
Hoping you to bring me back from all the pain
I´m the reason to how hard you try
And I wish I wasn´t that person to make you cry

I scream for love faith and trust
I need you, want me today
Tomorrow I might be afraid again
Maybe I push you away, cause I think
this is how I´m supposed to do it

We are friends, don´t you see
Soulmates sharing, that´s you and me
I´m confusing you by how I feel
I know that you love me, I´ll do for real

I remember that last kiss
Please forgive me for beeing like this
All inside me scares me insane
I promise you, to not to,cause you more pain
I promise you, to not to,cause you more pain